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now that the foundation is laid...

sooooo….now are you as confused as i am with this “relationship”?? lol

well…as the summer break passes…so does my understanding of my status with him lol. for example…one day he called me and expected me to be on girlfriend mode and i, of course, not knowing what the hell to do, because i don’t know where i stand, said something that upset him and caused me to get eh dial tone once more lol lol…it’s funny,but it pisses me off at the same time. in his defense i was wrong for tryna crack a joke when he was in a serious mood. yea….i did have one of those “d*mn you play too much” moments. however, this misunderstanding had a little hidden epiphany.

after talking to my best friends about the situation i realized that i was kind of messing something up for myself. it’s weird because i never noticed how as i continue to push him away, he continues to come forward. don’t ask me why his persistence has just caught my attention because i don’t even know. well…..let me not say that. it’s like this….since the last relationship i had was so tragic and so bad, i guess i unknowingly blocked my heart away from any male contact. i never thought i would be one of those type of women that are really stand-offish and are so closed hearted that all men she comes in contact with don’t get treated right.

i’m not saying that he is the man for me….but who am i to say he’s not the man for me? i could possibly, strong emphasis on the word possibly, be missing out on something good. soooo i kind of decided to give him a try. we will see how everything works out when i get back to FL….because you know distance is a very big factor in relationships.

although i am still quite confused about where i stand with him, i’m just gonna go with the flow until we are once again reunited and we can have this discussion face-to-face. the best thing about that is, he won’t be able to hang up in my face lol lol :)

Jun 23, 2011

DISCLAIMER

when i post “text” i type in the most unorthodox way EVER!! I don’t usually use capital letters where they are supposed to be, and i put faces everywhere, and i put different punctuation and ish in places i’m sure is completely illegal to go. i just want all of my readers to read and receive everything i type in the way in which i speak regularly lol…..anybody who knows me knows how i tell stories.

so yea, if you don’t like it…..

you can KICK ROCKS ~~buddy~~!!

BUT if you’re cool, i’m cool.

**now back to regular programming**

Jun 23, 2011

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ok….I am starting to really get bothered by some people around me and their attitudes and language. they act like they know everything, but are in deed completely ignorant to almost EVERYTHING they put their mouths on. it’s like….i know everyone talks about someone in their life, BUT don’t have something to say about everybody else and what their doing when you are wrong yourself. i hate it when people try to front and act like their doing what’s right and like they are so holier than thou. ugh! i would say something and express my feelings about you and the situation, but i’m really tryna spare your feelings.

i’m kind of at the point now where it’s like your presence annoys me. i know that sounds bad, but dang! it wouldn’t be so bad if you weren’t acting like nobody knows what’s going on. trick…WE KNOW!! so stop faking and STFU!!!

I’m done.

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Gwen Stefani is straight GUTTA.

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Teaching kids to give handjobs since the 90s

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Reblog and bold what applies to you.

I’m loud.

I’m sarcastic.

I cry easily.

I have a bad temper.

I’m easy to get along with.

I have more enemies than friends.

I’ve smoked.

I drink coffee.

I clean my room daily.

My appearance:

I wear makeup

I wear a piece of jewelry at all times.

I wear contacts.(sometimes )

I wear glasses. (sometimes)

I have braces.

I change my hair color often.

I have a piercing.

I have small feet.

Relationships:

I’m in a relationship now.

I’m single.

I’m crushin’.

I’ve missed an ex before.

I’m always scared of being hurt.

I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.

I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.

I’ve been in love more than two times.

I believe in love at first sight.

Friendships:

I have a best friend.

I have at least ten REAL friends.

I’ve gotten a phone call in the last 48 hours from a friend.

I’ve beaten up a friend.

I’ve been in a serious fight with a friend.

I can trust at least five people with my life.

Experiences:

I’ve been on a plane.

I’ve taken a taxi.

I’ve taken a city bus.

I’ve taken a school bus.

I’ve made a speech.

I’ve been in some sort of club.

I’ve spent 24 hours on the computer straight.

Music:

I listen to R&B.

I listen to pop.

I listen to techno.

I listen to rock.

I’m one of those people who play songs repeatedly until I hate it.

I download music.

I buy CD’s.

Family Life:

I get along with both of my parents for the most part

My biological parents are still together.

I have at least one brother.

I have at least one sister.

I’ve been kicked out of the house.

I’ve ran away from my home.

I’ve sworn at my parents.

I’ve made my parents cry.

I’ve lied to my parents.

I’ve lied to my parents about where I am.

I’ve lied to my parents about what I’m doing.

Hair:

I’ve had streaks.

I’ve cut my hair in the past year.

I’ve dyed my hair in the past year.

I’ve been blonde.

I’ve had black.

I’ve been red.

I’ve been light brown.

I use conditioner.

I’ve curled my hair.

I’ve straightened my hair.

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